Tuesday, March 21, 2006

about this girl

about this girl...

" this reflection...i loathe this reflection...what do i loathe?...everything...i see imperfection...don't you?...don't you see it?...chubbiness...everything about me is chubby...no...don't you dare use the F word...the thought of it makes me sick...but i know i am...not beautiful...imperfect...just say it...say it...hideous!...i want to be perfect...anything less than perfect is revolting...disgusting...i hate people who are thin..and beautiful...i hate them...because they're perfect...they are...perfect...i wish i were like them...that would be perfect.."

intelligence. confidence. joyfulness. cheerfulness. wit. humour. wisdom. empathy. why would any of this matter when one only judges one self by the exterior...not matter how superficial...

how can this girl love herself...she sees only imperfection...and the many reasons why she doesn't deserve any happiness or love in this world...and never the many reasons why she does...

would you pity this girl...would you empathise with her...i do...i pity her...


2 comments:

PerfectlyImperfect said...

Perfection is imperfect. And to some there is perfection only in death...
It is imperfection that is more beautiful... it lasts forever, it can never be blemished...

Anonymous said...

No, I wouldn't pity this girl, because I know that she fully deserves all happiness and is blessed with much talent and many loving friends. How can there be imperfection when no one's fit to be the final arbitrator?