national youth forum...06

i find myself...in positions of influence...

i won't lie...i love being able to speak my mind...to feel that i can impress my ideas and opinions on others...especially the young...

but the responsibility is a tremendous one...and sometimes i wonder how i bear it...

often...speakers impress the importance of how their opinions are their own...but we always underestimate our opinions effect the impressionable...

i remember being impressionable...and having my opinions shaped by speakers at forums and dialogues....its amazing that i now find the positions and roles reversed...

a responsibility i'm willing to shoulder...no matter how tremendous...

letting go...yet holding on...

yesterday....memories of a special time came flooding back...filling my soul with nostalgic tears of hopes...hopes withered away...by the cruelties of time...and of distance...

i know...that i have to let go...and yet...as my heart continues to beat...

i realise that instead...

i have clung on ever more desperately...

the time has come...to let it slowly go...

not to be forgotten forever...but treasured as special moments of happiness...

in a past...

that can no longer be...

jagi...its time for both of us to let go...

goodbye newyork...

goodbye niagara

goodbye D.C

goodbye SFO

goodbye LA, Pittsburgh, Bangkok, Ayutthaya, Sukothai, Chiangmai, Chiangrai, Seoul, Sacheon, Gwangju....

i look forward to new things...new moments to remember...

he who made me smileth...

this morning....

someone made me smile....

twas he who made me smileth...

photos...photos

i finally took some effort to log on and check out alicia's wedding photos..

.yes yes it was in March..but still...it was a beautiful wedding and i'll remember it forever.... =)

love u ali...wish u all the best in happiness...and everlasting..lurve....

Joanne, Alicia and Me...doesn't she look the part of a tai-tai?

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this is me getting a good fistful of a warning to stop calling her an 'or-bit' auntie who i wouldn't be caught alive with at Orchard Road

Mas, me and the beautiful couple...gosh I miss Mas..he still looks like his 16 doesn't he? yeah right..! like multiply 16 by 2.5 i think! hahahahhaa.....

Joanne and I at the wedding dinner...which i mc-eed....this is the only decent pic i have... cos i was wearing a dress too tight for me to breathe in... and all the other pics have been embargoed for I's eyes...only... =)

all in all...a beautiful wedding....